Tuesday, September 14, 2010
trying to trust
I have finally fallen in love. I finally gave my heart to someone, but why do I feel so afraid? so freakin' terrified? I can't seem to completely trust, because I'm so afraid I will be hurt again. Part of me says he's just going to leave like all the others.
I had a hard day -an off day. I feel like saying, "Am I the only one who says I love you?" or "Does he just say it because I do?" He's amazing and I am afraid I will blow it or chase him away. I already feel like he's forgetting my love. Does he still love my kisses? My touch?